Supernatural Show Dream: July 27, 2013

WARNING! THIS DREAM IS VERY DISTURBING... READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Okay here is the dream. First off there is this show called: "Supernatural" over here. It is a show about two guys who fight off demons and try to stop the Apocalypse . At least that's what I have gotten from it... I don't really watch it and I have only seen a few episodes... Anyways here goes the dream: 

This dream was about the guys from the tv series, "Supernatural". I don't know their names though so I will just say "guys" or guy" or whatever...

 It all started when I walked into this warehouse-like room and saw the guys from supernatural. One was all evil looking and the other one was normal and the normal one suddenly ran up to me and picked me up and ran out the door.

 But as he was running with me, before we could get out of the door, I looked over and saw the other guy twitching and his eyes were rolling into the back of his head and they were turning black.

 I was freaked out. I remember thinking, "Oh my god, this is it, I am going to die!!!"  It was so intense. When he put me down I realized that I was bleeding..down there... I thought that I had started my period and got really embarrassed and apologized to the guy. 

Then, the guy said. "No, you are giving birth to Lilith " I freaked out again.

 All of a sudden there was blood everywhere coming from me. I know, gross right? Then through out the whole dream I was fighting off demons with the guy and one of the demons wanted to father my baby.

 And the whole time we were fighting off demons I was still giving birth.... I was just walking and running around in labor and bleeding everywhere... 

We ended up banishing the demon that wanted to be the father of my baby, too... Among other creepy demons... or what ever.

 And also, the whole dream I was still giving birth. Let's just say it was very bloody and gross...

 I woke up before I even had the baby, or "Lilith" or whatever!!

 It was fucking crazy and intense!! I didn't even tell you the whole dream. There was just too much going on in it to tell it all. I woke up feeling so wierded out, lol. Then I went back to sleep and had another dream that I barely remember... And that's it... Crazy, right??? 

The Rooms Keep On Coming: April 25, 2012

The Rooms Keep On Coming: April 25, 2012

I always dream of this house with a bunch of stair ways and a ton of different levels of the house. Each time I dream about it a new room is added on. I dream about it A LOT almost every other night. It is suck a wicked house I wish it were real because its's so freakin cool! There are also tons of hidden lofts also..

Pig Mask Dream 9/20/2012

I was in this trailer with this kid and my in-laws and Jeff. There were huge fish tanks everywhere with bizzar looking fish in them. I was wanting to take the fish tanks home and as I was walking to the door there was a panic.

The little kid started screaming. And one of my in-law's said "Someone is at the door". I was spooked. The door had a window with a light colored curtian covering it and I could see the shilloette of a man through it. I freaked and we all ran to the back room.

We heard banging from outside the trailer. We kept going from room to room. This trailer seemed to be growing rooms! Then the banging stopped and I told the kid it hide by the side of the bed of the room we were in. I walked out into the hallway and looked out the window, and there were these men in pig masks looking through the windows and they started banging on the windows and trailer again.

I ran to make sure the door was locked and make sure no one had got inside. Then I looked out the window and saw a riot going on. People were swinggin chains, carrying weapons and shooting guns, and running in the street around the trailer!

I ran back to the room that the kid was in and it was just me and the kid there. I looked into the next room and there was this girl in her underwear hunched down in the dark room and her hair was long and black and it covered her and part of the floor. She was breathing very heavily.

I was so afraid to go into the room so I slwoly backed away and when I turned around the kid I was with had changed. He had black as cole eyes and huge bags and was completely pail and he just stared at me. Then I woke up.

Lesbian Dream

Haha this isn't what you think it is you perv. lol jk

I had a dream where I was doing laundry in this huge basement and these three lesbains walked up to me and started to push me around. I know they were lesbains because they kept bringing it up for some reason. They stole my laundry and rubbed it on the dirty floor. I was so pissed.

They kept pushing and shoving me around and then this one chick took off her pants and she had a penis! She started chasing me around the basement and I was running for my life! I kept yelling for Jeff, who was sleeping on a couch upstairs, and he wouldn't budge.

They kept beating me up and I couldn't fight back. I hate dreams where you just can't fight back no matter how hard you try. grrr. Then eventually I shoved them away and they backed off while bitching me out. I picked up my clothes and went upstairs and started yelling at Jeff.

Then I heard voices coming from down the stairs and thought "Oh shit I left more laundry down there! I better go get it before they do!" So I went back down the stairs and the three lesbians were there and they ran up to me and went to hit me when I saw these three big girls talking to eachother in the corner.

I yelled for them to help me out and they walked up to me and the lesbians and pushed the lesbians out of the way. Then they all started to brawl. This big girls won by a long shot! And I was so relieved.

Then one of the big girls walked up to me and told me she was a lesbian too and that those chicks that were beating me up gave lesbians a bad name. Then I woke up.

WTF! Why the hell did I dream of that? The three that were beating me up were all butt ugly chicks too. One of them almost looked deformed! They were so gross looking.

Just so you know I have NOTHING against lesbians. Not at all! I'm bisexual myself. But this wasn't at all a sexual dream. Not in anyway! It sounds funny typing it all out but I was terrified in my dream, lol.

Fuckin dreams piss me off sometimes. I mean WHAT.THE.HELL.

Alien Dream June 11, 2012

I had one alien dream recently. It all started when my dad and I were watching this UFO. Honestly it was beautiful, but I was still afraid. It was these little lights the created a ferris wheel type thing. And they flowed together like water. Then I was in this room watching this guy and this girl and they were lying on a table. The aliens were reptilian-like and they had their hand on the forhead of the guy and girl. But the human's eyes' were rolled back into their heads. Then the aliens came up to me and brought me to a computer and handed me books about something strange. I can't remember what they were for but they were advanced and confusing books. They spoke to me telepathically and told me that I needed to learn this stuff. I know the dream doesn't sound all that freaky but it still freaks me out. I HATE having alien dreams so much. I always wake up feeling drained and freaked out.

l Love You, Please Don't Kill Me

This is one of the WORST nightmares that I have ever had in my life!!

I was in this house that had a basement and in the basement were stairs that led to an attic like place. The basment was haunted and so scary. I was terrified to even be next to the basement door. I followed this old lady down into the basment and up these stairs into the attic. There was a living room there with two coutches and two chairs. I sat up there with the old lady and all of a sudden I felt a cut on my cheek and instead of the blood running down my cheek it ran up my cheek and the old lady was like "oh they got you too, it happens to me all the time."

Then my mom and three other old people came up there with us and sat down. They said they wanted to play a game and they all pulled out guns and started shooting eachother. Then this HUGE black dude came upstairs with a GIANT ax and chopped the old dude sitting in the chair next to me in half! I screamed and ran out this door which lead to this hill outside.

As I ran out there were tons of people following me, running in fear too. Jeff was there as well. I finally went back to the basement and discovered that my mom was missing an arm and it was all bloody as hell. There were nurses there and they were making us stick out hands in this jar-like thing full of bullet ants. It hurt but they said it was for our own good. When we got back into the house I walked into the bed room and discovered Jeff in bed with a 15 year old. He said he had been cheating on me with her for 6 months. I started to cry and beg to him telling him that I loved him so much no matter what he did. And he got pissed and this teenager, who was his friend in my dream started telling him that he should kill me.

Then there was gun fire coming from everywhere and everyone started running and I could see Jeff and that teenager coming after me with a gun. Then Jeff shot me in the back. I finally got away from him and met this woman who took me to this other woman's house where she said she could fix my wound. So she did and I was still scared shitless.

Then all of a sudden all those people came into the house and were still running around like chickens with their heads cut off. I saw Jeff and the teenager and hid under these stairs, my heart was pounding. Then Jeff and the teenager saw me and Jeff poitned the gun right at me and I kept saying "why are you doing this? I love you so much please don't do this!" Then he shot me in the head and I fell to the floor but I was still alive. I played dead untill he was gone, or so I thought. When I got up he saw me and ran towards me and held the gun to my face so I started to fight him for the gun and then it went off and killed him. I broke down. And cried and cried and cried, then I woke up.

It all seemed so real too. I never want to have that dream ever again!

Wolves May ? 2012

I had the most beautiful dream in my entire life a few days ago.
Jeff and I were in the woods and we were talking to a bunch of Navajo Native Americans. The woods were beautiful. I looked around and noticed wolves surrounding us. I walked deeper into the woods and three wolves got really close to me. I felt fear at first but that quickly went away when the came right up by my side and I started to pet them. As I was petting them I felt calm, peaceful, and spiritual. The wolves were so gorgeous. I felt so happy. I woke up feeling great, amazing. A part of me wonders if the wolf was my spirit guide visiting me in my dreams. I love wolves. I have a spiritual connection with them. They are absolutely amazing. I wish I would have this dream again and again. It was the best dream I have had in my entire life!

Waking up in a Dream

I keep having dreams that I will wake up (in my dream) and walk into the bathroom and I can't get the door to lock or close properly. Then all of a sudden I wake up (in my dream) and go to the bathroom and the door wont work. THEN I wake up AGAIN (in my dream) and go to the bathroom and the door doesn't work and the dream goes on over and over till I finally wake up and usually when I wake up from that dream (real life) I wonder if I am still dreaming....


A couple months ago I figured out that if I had a dream where the bathroom door doesn't work I start lucid dreaming. Because the door works fine in real life and that's how I figure it out. But lately it hasn't been working.

FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

For like 3 days in a row I've had dreams where I have been fist fighting. I didn't even know that I could fight! lol. Anyways, it always starts out when I am just walking a long and all of a sudden some one or one(s) approach me and attack me! So I fight back and kick their ass. It's weird cause sometimes when I hit them it feels all weak but they still go crashing to the ground! I've been fighting one on one and attacked by a gang of people. I keep winning somehow. I guess that I have a lot of anger built up or something.

Usually, when I have fighting dreams, every time I punch it's all weak and it doesn't hurt the attacker at all. But not in the last 3 fighting dreams I've had.

PLEASE DON'T STAB ME!!!

I was in this house made of wood and I was hanging out with my husband and some friends I never knew. Anyways all of a sudden these "friends" murdered one of their friends right in front of me! Then they turned to me and said I had to die too so there was no more witnesses. I don't know where my husband went at this point. They had a bunch of sharp knives and chased me out of the house. I ran to this other house where my husband was at and he was sitting at a table drinking coffee. I ran up to him and told him that there were people out to kill me. Just then the killers came busting through the door! They ran over and knocked me and my husband onto the floor and surrounded us. They told me that they were going to kill my husband if they didn't kill me. So I begged and begged for them to kill me and leave my husband alone. Then they stuck a knife up to my stomach and it was so intense, I was screaming "PLEASE DON'T STAB ME! DO ANY ELSE BUT STAB ME! PLEASE DON'T FUCKIN STAB ME!!" The fear was SO INTENSE! I was so terrified of getting stabbed (which I am in real life anyways) Then they said okay and took out this huge serine. They injected it into my upper thigh and I started to feel really fucked up. "You should die anytime now" the killers told me. But I didn't die. After they left I got up and could barely walk. I'm not sure what happened after that....If I remember anymore I'll update this.

Sick, the Angel?

I had this dream about an angel/demon named Sick. She was like an amazon woman, very tall, and she rode a huge white tiger with wings. I have dreamed about her twice. It's just something that stuck out to me. When I was around her I didn't know how to feel. I felt this overwhelming good presence but at the same time I felt this very negative presence. It was strange. What kind of angel is named Sick? lol. It was just the most vivid part of my dreams. The first time I saw her I was with a group of people and we where terrified. She was so unbelievably powerful, or so it felt. The next day she visited me in a another dream and said something to me but I cannot remember what. Just out of curiosity does this sound familiar to anyone:? Sick I mean? This dream really got to me and I was wondering why.

Old Dream: MURDER??? July 10, 2011

I had a crazy ass dream the other night. It all started when I was walking in the woods with my friend's Katie and AJ and my Husband Jeff. We walked for hours.

Then all of a sudden we were at my apartment and someone kept banging on the door and when I looked through the peep hole I saw my fucking prick of an ex. I freaked out and yelled for him to go away but he didn't.

Then all of a sudden he busted through the door and had like 50 other assholes with him and started partying uninvited. I hate him so much in real life. Even in my dreams. He kept following me so I tried to murder him. I was doing the best I could to kill him.

Then all of a sudden I was in the woods again and I was walking and it seemed as if I had been walking for miles. I was out of breath. Then I saw this gravel white rock road that went in a semi-circle and I followed that and then collapsed. All of a sudden there were my friends cheering me on saying that I can make it to the end of the road. I stumbled in pain all the way there.

Then we just stood there and talked about who knows what. Then out of no where my friend Aj and Katie and my husband Jeff pulled up in a car and told me to get in because they were going to a bar. I argued because I hate bars and booze in general. But they all went anyways and so did I and they kept leaving me behind and the whole time I was in the bar my ex kept looking over at me and following me. I was ready to fight and cut him with a broken beer bottle but then I woke up.

Lucid Dream? Febuary 2, 2012

I had a kinda lucid dream last night. It was weird. It all started: I would wake up (in my dream) and start doing daily tasks then all of a sudden I realize that I am dreaming and I start controlling what I did. I even flew! It was amazing! Then, out of nowhere, I would wake up again (in my dream) and start doing daily tasks then all of a sudden I would realize I was dreaming again and started to have fun. And this went on forever it seemed over and over!!! I think this might have been my first lucid dream. I might have had one a long time ago that I don't remember or can't think of right now.

Awful Dream April 26, 2011

I had a very traumatic disturbing dream last night! I woke up wanting to cry and I kind of still do. I'm not going to go into too much detail because some of it was too gory so I wont explain those parts. Needless to say this dream was weird and unrealistic yet somehow realistic and very vivid. It may not sound like it to you as I type this down as traumatizing but it was for me. I am seriously freaked out. It started:

I was in this house with my friends and husband and behind the couch in the living room was a hallway. I was walking through the hallway when the whole hallway blew up!!!! And I managed to jump out of the way and for some reason the roof was off the house and I saw a HUGE ship hovering over us! It was so scary! It looked so real. It went away and we kind of stood in the living room in shock.

Then we all packed some stuff up and moved to the woods. The ship could follow us where ever we set up camp and we would have to run. My husband and everyone was telling me that the aliens wanted to murder me.

Then all of a sudden I was in my "dream apartment" ( I say dream aprt. because when I dream of our apartment its a little different than real life) and my stomach was sticking out a little and I found out I was pregnant! I was sooo excited I told everyone. I was so freakin happy! For this part of the dream I mostly went around telling people for a while.

Then my stomach got bigger and bigger real quick and I looked really pregnant. Everyone kept commenting on how big I was and how they too were excited for the baby.

Then, this is were it really got to me, I had to go to the bathroom and when I did I had a miscarriage. I started balling and crying and begging my mother for fertility medication so I can try to have another kid. I was so desperate to have another kid. I was so heartbroken. It was so real. That's when I woke up.

I just had to take a pregnancy test today to make sure but it didn't work so I have to wait to take another one. Maybe I am overreacting but that dream really scared me, not so much the alien part but the miscarriage part. I've always wanted a child. I want to be a mother so bad but I don't think my husband is ready to take on the role of a father...It is one of my WORST fears to have a miscarriage. I'm freaked out. I guess you would have had to been a woman and had to of dreamed it to understand. it's one of the worst dreams I have had in a while...I still feel like crying

September 20, 2011

I was in this hotel that was very nice and had a little shallow inside pond. And there was a pool. I was with a bunch of kids I guess was baby sitting. The pool cost 1 dollar each person. I thought I had the money but it turned out I didn't have any. So the kids left. Then this old kid I went to grade school showed up and paid for me to go swimming. I jumped in and sunk all the way to he bottom. I could breathe under water. I floated at the bottom for a few min. Then the guy from grade school lifted up the water as if it were a big blanket. "there you are" he said..then I woke up.

Can't Escape Evil 1/23/11

I had this dream where my husband and I were in this huge mansion place but it was horrible looking. Things were falling apart and there were boxes everywhere. And we peeked around into the room and we saw this DEMONIC looking woman talking to another man. Then all of a sudden she saw us. Jeff and I took off running as fast as we could. But as I was trying so hard to run away, the demonic chick kept grabbing my feet and pulling me all the way back to the room, but I escaped and kept running and she grabbed me again and dragged me across the floor! I got away for a 3rd time and started screaming for Jeff. But he just kept running and ignored me!!!! I tried so hard to get away and each time I would get so close to getting away and she would grab me and pull me back. The last time she garbed me she put her arm around my throat, then I woke up.

What does it mean? Why can't I remember?

I dream about this place ALOT but not all the time, it's just random nights. I am in this dark creepy  forest covered by plants and cliffs and vines. I see a lot of strange looking creatures, kind of demonic like but I don't fear them. I just get that creepy feeling. There are these 3 floating rocks in it. Near the floating rocks this white mist of  a person. His legs dissolved into nothing. He talks to me all the time. And this dream is VERY vivid. and it's the same dream every time I have it. I always talk to that mist. The strange thing is the dream is so VIVID but I can NEVER remember what he was talking to me about! GRRR. I feel like it's important and I need to know. Once day though I will remember what he said and I will definitely post what he says on here.

Update to the house with stairways dream July,22,2010

Update to the house with stairways dream July,22,2010

Here's an update on the house with stairways I always dream of. These past few nights I have explored the stairway house for the first time. I never really explored it that much in previous dreams, I was just very familiar with it and remember the 1st and 2nd story vividly. But the house keeps growing now. Two nights ago I discovered more rooms that lead to more rooms and more stair ways. I had made it to the fourth floor two nights ago and I remember it so vividly. There were five bedrooms on the 3rd floor and 3 bathrooms and each bathroom had two toilets, baths and sinks in it. The room that was by the stairway leading up to the 3rd floor to the left had two beds in it. One was really comfy and the other was hard and not comfy at all. There was a big window that lead to one of those pourches that stood on stilts and it was very high up (obvoiusly) and there was a pool on it and a hot tub. It is usally sundown when I am in this room. It was kind of messy too. Paper's laying about and dressers with the drawers hanging out.

And there was this one room at the end of this hallway and to the right was another stairway that lead to the 4th floor. Any ways to the left was the last room on the 3rd floor and what I found in it was very interesting. I found a lot of stuff that reminded me of Voodoo and Witchcraft. There were candles everywhere, spells, dolls, charms, oils and the like everywhere. There were these pipes that were huge and carved out of wood sitting on the altar. Most the candle's were black with some white ones here and there. I thought it was pretty wicked. Then I moved on to the 4th floor. The 4th floor was smaller than the other floors it had 3 rooms and one bathroom. The 1st room you enter upon ascending the stairway has a huge fluffy comfortable couch and behind the couch are these maroon curtains and big windows which look out on the white road I often dream of and what seems to be an apartment complex. I kept messing with the windows and curtains, trying to figure out how to open them. They were pretty ghetto if you know what I mean.

It lead to another room with a round cherry wood coffee table and an old couch and a medium sized widow that doesn't open. There is a slant in the floor as you go into the next room which is like a laundry room. Then it leads you back to the room with the comfy couch and maroon curtains.

Last night I dreamed of the house again and everything was like the dream before and the previous dreams (well you know what I mean) And I was up in that room with the maroon curtains and a stairway was there (oh and under the stairway was the bathroom) I went up the stairs and it lead to one door and that was it. When I went into the door it was like an attic and had a bunch of Halloween decorations and child's toys in it. I remember there was a boars head mask and a big elephant table and I could go on and on about what was in that room, it was really crowded.

And in all the upper levels (3rd, 4th, 5th) all had carpet which was odd considering the lower two levels were wood, but it was really messy on the upper levels as it was dusty and old looking on the 2nd and 1st floor. And The upper levels have a lot of furniture. And the same night I discovered the 4th and 5th floor I had discovered the basement and the basement below it.

The one above the lowest basement (bare with me i know this might be getting confusing but I am explaining it the best that I can) had a washer and dryer and wooden dusty, dirty floors and dirty clothes everywhere. behind a pile of clothes which was up to my shoulders, somehow lead to the bottom basement and for once I am not quite sure how I got there I just know it had something to do with the pile of clothes. I've only been in the bottom basement once and it was huge. One big room with pillars holding it up and an old red and black fancy, dusty, carpet that covered the left corner at the end. The rest of the floor was concrete. There was a lot of dirty, fancy old fashioned furniture in it but it was only furnished on the left end. There was crap scattered about the whole basement. There you go. I hope I put everything. If I left something out I will add it here.

Anyways the house now kind of reminds me of that one house that that lady built with tons of rooms and floors even stairways that lead to nowhere, ect...Do you know what I am talking about? I'll have to look it up but if someone has a link to it it would be great, otherwise I'll look for one I've just seen it on a show and I really don't know much about it cept it has a lot of rooms and stairways ect and its haunted or what not. These places are so vivid I could go into way more detail but it would be so long and too much to read but if you want to know more detail let me know. That's it for now, what do you think? Do I think this place is real? I don't think so because its so crazy but you never know. That one chick built that endless house. But yeah it just bugs the heck out of me how real it is!!! I can remember everything in such great detail!

Same Places July 8, 2010

Same Places July 8, 2010

Whenever I dream it is mostly of these places.


WINDING ROADS - The roads are always winding confusing. One is in town surrounded by stores (which I go to a lot in my dreams) and stoplights and such, then if you go straight after the stoplights at the edge of town it will lead you down this straight road, and along side that road is nature, fields, and this one place that's a long, stretched store and looks like a long farmfresh kind of. And next to it is this other white, farm-like building that I never really go into. Continue to go down the straight road (which is big) and you'll get to these back roads. They twist and turn so much and it's usually dark by the time I get there. And it is usually hard to control the car there. And those roads are CRAZY!!!

THE HOUSE WITH STAIRWAYS - There is this house that is almost like three houses in one. Lots of doors and hidden rooms and lofts. There are three staircases but there is only two floors. The floor is hard and wooden and dusty. The whole place looks almost abandoned and dusty. Out side the only doors (three doors lead to outside) is a hill which goes on into the woodsy area. And on the side of the house is this long driveway.


WHERE THE BODIES ARE - There is this creek that I often go to in dreams with dead body's laying about here and there in the area. I always get a weird feeling when I am there. Like something isn't right. We usually make a tent and camp there for some reason. The water from the creek is usually muddy.


THE APARTMENT WE NEVER HAD - There is this apartment that I dream of often with white floors and there is this big window in the living room that stretches out about the length of the living room. And it's very fancy. Like something a rich person would live in. And it's usually surrounded by grass and its at a dead in with a driveway.


THE WHITE ROAD - There is this long white, rocky road and I usually walk down it. It's just a bunch of trees and woods near by that go on for miles. There is usually a lot of people walking down this road. It leads to a park on one end but I have never made it to the other end. I have ventured into the trees before and its just endless. It usually has something to do with Native Americans when I dream of that road.


These places I dream about almost EVERY NIGHT for the past few years! They seem SO REAL! As if I could find them and go to them in real life. Thus this has happened before. When I was a kid I had some dreams about this really nice house with white carpet and a white stairway, and I remembered all the furniture and decorations vividly. A few years later me and someone else (can't really remember who) went to this house (I had NEVER been there before) and it looked familiar from the outside but when I walked in it was EXACTLY like my dream! Carpet, stairway, furniture, decorations were just like in my dream! Believe it or not I know I am not crazy. I could direct myself around the house as if I had been there many times before. Anyways I feel that these places might be real too. It just urks me! I feel like I need to go to these places! I can't explain it! I feel like I MUST find them. ARG! I know I sound crazy but I can't help it. These places are so VIVID. I feel like they are real if that makes any sense. I don't know...it's weird..

Recent Dreams: 5-22-2010

Lately i have been having these dreams of these winding roads and houses. The winding roads are usually on the backroads and it's usually dark. I dream of two houses. In one its like 5 houses built into one with a ton of stair cases and rooms and wooden floors. It looks really old. And when I am at that house I am usually hiding from something or someone. The other house is really nice. With a huge living room and a huge window in the living room and the sun is always shining through it. And in my dream the house belongs to my mom, Jeff and myself. Anyways in the living room there is this huge wrap around couch that my mom is always laying fucked up on. The carpet is pure white too. The kitchen connects to the living room. That's about the only place we hang out there cept for a couple of times we went into the bedroom. White carpet...I don't remember much of it though.  Now about the roads. I dream of two roads. One is a back road that winds and turns and twists and is never ending and I lose control of the car a lot and it is usually night time. Sometimes it leads me to this subdivision with a bunch of houses really close together. The other road is a highway and I lose control on there too but not always. I always drive to stores and go shopping and I always have a ton of money. It was a long straight shot drive though to get to the main stores. I'm getting food for my family a lot too, fast food. I keep having nightmares that the house becomes infested with cockroaches! I hate it. At some point there is a cockroach in my dream. I've also been dreaming of hiking with Jeff through this water park thing that leads to cliffs. Let's see what else...I had this one dream a while back I don't remember much of it but it deeply disturbed me! It was a stupid vampire dream (I hate Vamps) BUT these fuckers were brutal! Ripping my friends apart, blood, gore. And they also locked me in a room with this creature with no eyes and a huge jawbone and was all slimy and peachy and fleshy. And all over the floor was human jaw bones! It chased us around the room. It was so disturbing looking. I was uneasy all day.

'Pleasure?' | July 30, 2004

I was in this room that had two beds in it. One of the two was a bunk bed. I was on the bottom bunk with this girl. She had pink makeup under her eyes and her hair was brown and straight. She didn’t look familiar. The room went dim all of a sudden. It was dark but there was an orangish glow in the room. Then this guy with medium length hair came onto the bed with this girl and me. His eyes where dark. Before I knew it he was on top of me and the room started spinning and all I could hear was breathing. I was numb and I couldn’t do much to stop it. It was strange because I was aware on what was going on but then again I wasn’t. Then it went black. Then it was light again in the room and the girl was sitting on the bed across from me and asked me if I was ok. I asked her what went on last night. And she smiled and then shrugged and said, “You don’t remember?” I wasn’t quite sure what happened. Then the guy walked in and looked at me and gave me this like “hello there. *wink wink*" look. Then he went into the next room. I started to think, “Oh shit what am I going to tell my boyfriend” I decided to leave and go somewhere. I didn’t know where but when I walked outside I was in sort of a ghetto looking area. I was walking alone the sidewalk and this car pulls up and they asked me if I needed a ride. I said I could get a ride to the next payphone or gas station. So I get in the backseat and there is this guy there. He had blonde hair and his eyes…where strange because they where black but in a way the glowed white. We pulled up to a parking lot and I reached for the door. The guy told me to wait and that I owed him for the ride. And if I didn’t pay him back I could get hurt. I wasn’t scared or anything I was just like “Ok………..” I asked him what he wanted and he leaned over and started to unzip my pants and whispered into me ear “Pleasure”. I just thought “Oh shit here we go again” everything started to spin and again all I heard was intense breathing. Then it stopped and he told me that I could go now so I stumble out of the car and go into this gas station. But no one was there. Then the car with the blond guy drove by again and the driver honked and the blonde guy leans out the window and asks me if I want to go to a party. And I was just though “oh what the hell” so we came to this house and everybody was there. People I knew. It was a soap party and they had a gift shop. It was strange. It’s kind of blurry at this point I am not sure what happened next…eventually I woke up.

Alien Dream | Date: early july 20??

I can’t quite remember how it started but I remember parts. This dream was very realistic and strange. One part I was in this big place with a bunch of people telling me to hurry and get dressed and be perfect. I got mad so I went into this one room with a huge pool in it. It was more of a big fountain that was turned off. It was elegant and pretty, yet grungy.  I felt someone was after me and I felt angry at he same time so I jumped in and stated to breathe in the water and tried to drown and I floated to the bottom and looking up through the water I saw a light then a stair case appeared right next to me under the water. And then this alien walks down it. And I was like “ god damn it let me die”. Then I was on a table in this white place and I could like see everything and even myself, and I could also see through my eyes and I was bald. And this alien was standing next to me and said something about giving me my hair back and then it put something on my head and it like whited out. Then I saw this baby crawling in a white space and every time it moved hair grew. Then it whited out again and I can’t remember what happened next but if I do I will add it in.

Bethany

I brought this girl to my dads house and her name was Bethany and she was abused by her brother. I went out back to this yard and there was a green house on one end and a fence on the other. I started to pick up and eat the candy then I noticed a woman staring at me out the green house window and she was holding a curved knife and I thought she was going to stab me. She started walking to the door then I heard a scream and it was Bethany running in her underwear from her brother who kept stabbing her and the women from the green house asked if Bethany's brother always stabbed her and she said yes. And the woman ran up and pined Bethany's brother up against he fence and stabbed him and then there was this fizzing sound and he blew up.

Blood Hair Blue Room | Date: In Mid October 20??

I was in this blue tinted place and there was this guy lovingly stroking my hair; I don’t know who it was. Anyways I had an itch so I reached up to scratch and when brought my hand back down there was blood and my hair in it. I freaked out and ran into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and my hair kept falling out and it was all bloody then blood started coming from my mouth and I ran to the guy and he was packing books and then I noticed that the blue tinted room was my dead grandmothers house. The guy told me that there was a demon in the house and we have to get the hell out. Then a bunch of shit just flashed through my mind like lightning, I saw a clown, blood, faces a bunch of faces, the night sky, parts of my dead grandmothers house, and myself. All flashed by then I woke up.

Can't Get Away! | 3-11-04

I was in this house and it was full of cameras and the doors were locked and I was trying to figure out a way to get out. My blood sister, Chelsea, was there too. We here in this one living room trying to figure out a way to get out. I found a key and when into the kitchen to try and unlock the door. I opened it then the lights went out. Then the flickered and I saw a face reflect on the window that was on the door. I turned around and it was pitch black and then the lights came back on and this guy standing in front of me was holding a knife and staring at me. So I ran and he followed. So I ran to Chelsea and told her that we had to get the hell out of here. So we ran and she took a turn in this odd house and I lost her. I went to another door and it was open! But the guy was standing right by me with a knife and he said that if I left he would stab me. Then I swung to door open slapping him in his face and knocking him down. I ran out and he was right behind me, I went to an area with a lot of people and looked for Chelsea and some friends. I kept seeing him in the crowd. Then I saw my ex and told him what was going on and that he should look out. But no one believed that there was a crazy ass dude with a knife running about! So I decided go somewhere else. I was away from the crowd and he just walked up in front of me. He was out-of-breath and he reached out for my hand and I kicked him knocking him over and started kicking and jumping on when he was on the ground. I ran to this house and there he was again. I was like "SHIT!" and he just smiled. Then I noticed a bunch of people gathered around talking amongst themselves as if the didn’t see this dude with a bloody knife standing in front of them! Then these teenagers walk out of the house and look up at the crazy dude and said "It is time for church daddy!" then I woke up.

Death's Son | 4-30-04

I was in this hotel with some friends of mine. And Death’s Son was lurking around, taking people’s lives.  Death’s son was tall and pale, with blackish eyes. His hair was shoulder length, straight and black. He wore a black suit and black pants. His lips where somewhat a pinkish color. The only way Death’s son couldn’t get to you was if you held hands with the one person. He could only kill one at a time and by holding hands he might actually kill two at the same time. (I know it is odd). One by one he killed my friends off. One friend was in an elevator and Death’s son crashed it. Another was suffocated when Death dropped a big plastic blanket over her. Another friend died when he burst into flames and ran into her burning her to death.  He killed them off until I was left. And I kept running and hiding and finally he caught up to me. He looked into my eyes and asked me how I would like to die. I said that I would rather be hung so one quick snap and I would be dead fast. And with a blink a noose was around my neck and I could feel it tighten. But the rope snapped and I fell. I hadn’t died. Then he told me that he didn’t really want to kill me but he had to. Again he asked me how I wanted to die. Then his father Death appeared. He was pale tall and bald. Death’s son backed away. Then Death looked at me and I felt an incredible pain in my chest. I felt like I was being squeezed to death. Like my insides were crushing each other. Then I ran away as fast as I could and I was like in this woodsy place and I kept seeing Deaths’ Son here and there. Then I stopped by a tree still in pain. And this panther jumped out and started clawing away. And I looked over and saw Death and his Son. Death’s Son looked at me and said “Sorry you just had to die.” Then I woke up.

Fish | 1-11-04 - & 1-12-04

I was at this house and my father was there. There was this little "blow up" plastic fountain in the driveway. It was full of fish. I decided to put them in a big tank. They all stared dieing accept for one or two.
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I had this dream for about two days.
The 3rd day three of my 4 fish died. One was alive.....weird

In A Dark Room - Date UNKNOWN

My friends and me are in this dark room just sitting around and these creatures are walking around looking at us and we are talking about the creatures and we didn’t really care about them but this dream was so realistic. The creatures looked like reptile kind of. Their legs were like grasshoppers’. There were other odd looking creatures too. The whole thing we just sat there as the creatures walked around and studied us. It was so powerful though, so deep and real.

PAIN

I only remember pieces but I was running and falling with bunch of people and I hurt my knees and this guy pinned me down and sat on my legs below the knee and started talking to me and this other girl comes over sits next to me and starts talking to me too. And we have a good conversation and I totally forget about my knees. Then I look down at my knees and they guy was sewing them up using threads from his shirt and there was blood every where. I screamed and he said that it was ok. That I will be fine and that he fixed me. But I would have to go to the hospital later to get real stitches. They stood me up and I had shooting pains down my legs. and it literally hurt so bad!! I could really feel it!! Then I go to the hospital and they put braces and a pain motor on it. and the pain motor was strapped around my ankle. and It had 3 lights one yellow one for low pain, one orange one for medium pain and a red one for extreme pain. And when I was in extreme pain the red light would light up and beep over and over. Then I remember trying to run from people and hide but they kept finding me cause my pain meeter was going off on extreme pain. And it hurt so fucking bad. IT was so hard to run I was in so much Pain!

To Die, or Not to Die? | Date: Can't Remember

I was with my youth group and my old pastor, and my Ex was there too. We were driving in a car and going on a "holy field trip" or something and there wasn't enough room so they gave me and this one girl from the youth group these scooters and we had to follow them...and we were driving in the dark and this car that looked exactly like theirs came by and I got confused and followed it-the wrong car. And then I realized that it was the wrong car and spun out of control and ended up in this junky neighborhood. And there were like creepy shadows going by and people fighting and smashing beer cans and car alarms going off. And these two boys came up to me and asked me where I came from and I told them that I was just following my pastor and youth group and I got lost and crashed. And they led me to this, what they called "police station" and told me to go in there and then they left. I asked the person at the desk if this was the police station and she said no. And I asked her if I could use a phone and she gave me a phone and I called my Mom and told her that I was lost and scared but all right then all of a sudden I was like, on top of this building and it was like a construction site and there was an Erie reddish light. And then the devil appeared and said "go ahead, jump! End it all! And I will meet you when you hit the ground, jump you know you want too" and I just felt so confused and I wanted to jump SOO bad. But I said no. I will just climb down. And so I did but I slipped when I was almost there and I was holding on to a bar. Hanging there, holding on for my life. I looked down and saw paramedics and my ex and some of my family and friends and flashing police lights. And I just screamed "somebody save me! I cannot hold on any longer!!!" and then the Medics called out to me "hold on" and so I tried so hard but I was slipping then I heard "LET GO," over and over...Finally I heard someone say "let go its all over now." And I looked down and my ex and medics where holding a sheet for me to land safely on. So I did. And I was safe and sound on the ground. Then I was back in the car with the youth group and my pastor and ex.  And we just drove for a while and talked about God and other stuff, and then I woke up.